ok...today was a totally shitty day. i really don't know what to do now. i found out this morning that my instructor got fired. i feel like this is unfair. we got introduced to the new instructor today. i definitely do not like. i have been thinking so much today and well....i think i might be doing something that might either benefit me or not...i'm thinking about changing my program. i still have not talked to brian about it because i know his answer will be, "go ahead, do what you got to do" or "do whatever makes you happy". "you know i'm here for you". gosh, i love him so much. i need him right now, but i'm stuck here at work...anyway, that was my shitty day...good night y'all....:(