man.....today was such a lazy freaking day. i swear, i downed two cups of coffee, 4 pieces of chocolate, and two dr. peppers. it didn't help at all. i drank all that crap thinking that i would get a burst of energy. i felt like if i layed down on the floor i would probably fall asleep. i was that close to laying my head down onto my desk today, but i was too afraid i was gonna fall asleep. i think it's the sudden change of the weather today. today, was unusually warm. i didn't like it one bit. i hate when it gets too warm. it's beginning to be that time again. i dread the summer. i hate sweating. it makes my forehead break out. not into big pimples, but those litte annoying ones....shit, here comes the summer and all that dreadful heat. i remember one year when i first moved to phoenix we actually cracked an egg on the asphalt and it actually started to slowly cook. that's how hot it can freaking get around here during the summer time.

i worked a bit tonight. i didn't get to work as much as i wanted to, but i shouldn't complain. i'm tired as it is, and i shouldn't be pushing it. tomorrow will only be half through the week. i'm really surprised that tomorrow is already wednesday though. that reminds me...i need to start doing my taxes. i know i owe a shit load of money. i haven't received my 1099 in the mail. the dumb asses at the other job sent it to my old address. that totally blows...i've never, ever, received anything back on taxes, EVER!

the state play offs is coming into town. my dad is paying me a visit this weekend. he wants to watch the 1a and 2a games. then he says he's going to leave sunday back to the rez and be back thursday to watch the 3a and 4a games. february is my favorite month of the year. this is the month my dad always comes to visit me. i can't wait until he comes. i just need to clean a bit and hide a couple of things in the apartment because he just doesn't need to see some of things i have....ha!

anyway, work is still the same. i've been working at home for the other job. it's great! i'm really beginning to like working at home. i've been making a killing too, so i can't complain. if they are willing to pay out, then i'm all for it, shit.

days are going by too fast for me. i've been tooooooo busy....tooo many things going on, it's just too bad that i don't have time to blog about it anymore.

yep, it's been a long time...yes, i know, and there really hasn't been much going on in my life either. i just don't feel like looking at a computer screen that much anymore, especially after a long days work. maybe, someday i'll feel up to it again.

i heard today that my other job wants us back in the office again. i don't understand why they can't make up their fucking minds. i mean, all along we've been fighting to stay in the office. i guess they must have realized that working from home isn't going to work out. i mean, we did the majority of the work in the office. how did they think that we were going to do it at home? i just don't understand people. we've whined and cried to them that it wasn't going to work and now they finally realized that it wasn't. this is nuts......

awww....i need to calm my nerves...i'm gonna beg for some sex.....