dang, it's been a long time since i've wrote in this thing......i'm still here though, it's either at work or home. i think i'm getting sick. i have a sore throat and my body is aching.

aww shit, i hate when tax season comes! 2003 really got the best of me and now i have to suffer with having to back a shit load of money to uncle sam. that really blows. i had a lot of plans. i'm finally paying off my car next month and i was thinking about saving the extra money to try and put a down payment on a house. it really sucks to think that i had all these ideas/plans in my head and then to have it all come crashing down. i think this will probably set me back almost a year again. oh well, i've finally got used to the idea. it just makes me depressed sometimes just thinking about it.

i went back to fort defiance this past weekend to see my sister. i threw a big party for her. she enlisted in the air force. she left this past tuesday. she is in san antonio, texas at the moment. they are probably busting her ass by now. poor thing, i don't think she was really ready to go. she was living in albuquerque. she moved all her stuff back to my dad's house about 2 weeks ago. that girl did every thing at the last minute. she's going to be in san antonio for 8 weeks and then after that she will be in wichita falls, texas. i wonder if she is regretting it? i'm hoping she gets to call my dad or i this weekend. it sure would be great to hear from her. i've been worrying about her ever since she left.