I'm still here. I just don't have the time to sit down in front of a computer and enjoy anymore. I mainly use it for work purposes. I did start a new career and at first I thought it was the biggest mistake of my life. I mean for a minute there I was actually coming home and sobbing, wondering if I made the right decision and also wondering if people these days can actually be so rude and so damn shallow, but so far, I've made it. People keep telling me that if it's going to be like that that I shouldn't be there to make friends, but to work. Yeah, that is easier than said, because we all know that we still have to work with these people. Anyway, I think they got used to the fact that I'm there. At first, it was like I was all up in their space. You can tell that they absolutely didn't want me there. I don't know if it was because I took up their space, I came in with a title higher that most working there, or if it was just me that they didn't like. It was crazy in the beginning. I was truely depressed. I miss my old coworker from my past job. We are so close. We worked together for the past 3 jobs that we had and to have her not there is very different. I think we worked a total of 10 years together. I'm going to try and get her in where i'm currently working now, but the way things are going, I don't know if she would like to go through what I went through. Anyway, I'm staying because of the pay. The boss would have to actually fire me in order for me to leave. Those people there can do all that they can to get me to want to leave, but I won't. I won't let them get to me like they did before. I'm better than them.

We are looking into selling the house. We need more space and I want a big back yard. We have a dog now and I want her to roam freely without having to be indoors all the time. I'm not sure when we are going to. We've been talking about it and we're thinking about early next year. We will just have to see.