just when i thought things were starting to look good, i run into another streak of bad luck. last thursday some fucking drunk ran into our truck. what is so fucking retarded is that the truck was parked in a parking lot and the bastard ran into it. yes, the fucking bastard was DRUNK and you know what is so fucking great???!!!??!!!! the drunk guy had to be a navajo with no fucking insurance!!!!!! there is over a million people living in phoenix and a damn fucking drunk navajo had to run into me. why couldn't it be a rich white person with some insurance????!!!! 

My trip to texas was amazing! it rained just about the whole time we were there. it was damn humid too. you can walk outside and get sticky in a second. what was so amazing about my trip was that i got to see my mother and witness a memorable moment....watching my sister graduate from basic training. what is so shocking is that she was the kind of person that had the 'i don't give a shit attitude' and was such a messy and lazy person. those six weeks she's been there has really changed her. meeting my mom for the first time again was a terrifying experience. i had butterflies in my stomach the whole time. i got to spend 3 whole days with her. we are planning on visiting her in another six months. this picture was taken at the lackland air force base. 

graduation day for my sister! 

my journey to san antonio is nearing. Tomorrow i work until 3:30 pm. I'm planning on leaving to my dad's house in ft. Defiance after work tomorrow. Wednesday is our day of travel. I was checking how long it would take to get to our destination. a whopping 14-17 hrs. ugghhh, i think my ass will be numb by the time we get to san antonio. anyway, i got brian to go with me and well, we are going to see my mum. i haven't seen her in over 16 years! it sure is gonna be something..... i'm so ready to go, but at the same time i have a lot of anxiety. i haven't seen my mum in so long and well, i don't know what to expect. i'll just cross my fingers and hope that she doesn't think i'm still that 5 year old little girl that left her so many years ago. actually, we didn't leave her, she left us, but anyway, that's the past and i've totally forgiven her. so, i guess wish me luck! MY SISTER IS GRADUATING FROM BASIC TRAINING FROM THE AIR FORCE! MY SISTER JUST RECEIVED HER AIRMAN'S COIN FROM SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETING WARRIOR WEEK!!! YIPEE!!!