here at work....... i was doing a certain project a while ago. it's one of those projects that make you want to pull your hair out. it's so frustrating. for each project that i do i get a manual. i read the manual and i always find tons of mistakes or information that is conflicting. how is a person supposed read the manual and follow specified instructions when the manual isn't even freaking correct? i just don't know about this project manager that we have. he is so inconsistent and just plain sloppy. the information that gets back to me is never always right and so i just have to go with my instinct. if he says one thing and i know it is wrong i do it my way. i dont' give a crap whether he gets pissed or not. i just don't want to get instructions from a person who can't give correct information.

24 more days and counting. my bf's birthdays is on the 31st. he is going to turn 25. the BIG 2-5. lol. every one at work thinks i'm rocking the cradle. yeah right! i'm only 2 yrs older than he. i don't see whats the big deal. now if i was like 5-10 years older than him then i would understand, but 2? that is not rocking the cradle. i think brian is mature for his age and so am i, so THERE! I still don't know what to get him. i actually asked him what he wanted for his birthday. he says he wants a whole wardrobe, including shoes. i feel like just giving him the money so i can take him on his little shopping spree. i am thinking about taking him out to dinner too, but then i thought about it and i might just make dinner for him. he's been asking for beef stew and fry bread for a couple of weeks now.

tomorrow i have another freaking test. when is it all going to end? last week we had a quiz on mon, tues, thur, and fri. the instructor is putting a load on us now. it's hard to study for tests late at night especially when i'm so freaking tired from work. tonight i have to study.......i'm gonna for the evening. i just got a phone call and some people are in town to visit. my dinner and company are waiting...good nite y'all....