my cox high speed internet sucks! the other day i supposedly posted something, but it just magically disappeared. i hate cox. i've called tech service several times to ask them why my internet keeps going down. they always ask me if i have all my cables plugged in. it's the same old routine. i'm tired of calling over there. i wonder if i'm the only one experiencing this problem? i don't know, it might be the outside line that runs into my apartment. i'm just gettting sick of this bullshit.

i see that we are getting another monsoon storm this evening. i hope it floods the shit out of this place. i'm tired of it being hot all the time and why the hell does it always seem to freaking storm in the evenings instead of during the day? i remember when we used to have some scary monsoon storms. i want them back! i used to hate it back then though. i didn't have a vehicle in my early years and i had to ride the city bus. that sucked. to be on a city bus wet as dog, and then to have to smell peoples smelly ass body odor. anyway, hopefully this posts because i'm not going to type this again. good nite y'all.