just about to leave from work. i have to get home and do some homework for my law and ethics class. i have so many things to do. i just don't have the time to do any thing anymore. i've been worrying constantly for the past few days. mainly, on how we are going to manage for the next couple of weeks. i really don't know what to do at this point. i will just have to see what the end result will be. it just sucks to even think about what can happen. a person can only go through so much shit and eventually they will just crumble. i have been doing okay so far. i just don't want to get to that point yet. not now. i need to just stay positive. i don't really know if i will get to visit my family this christmas. i will probably have to mail their gifts to them at a later date because right now that is the least of my worries.....i hope y'all are doing better than me...have a good night......