i was talking to my sister today. she's decided to join the air force in september. she scored an 88% on her asvab test. the highest you can score is a 99% and the state average for new mexico is 35%. i think she is making a really good decision. she wants to be a linguist or an aeromedical apprentice. wow, my little sister.....she lives in albuquerque now. she just finished classes at sipi and is working part-time until she leaves. i'm gonna really miss that girl, even though we might have not been that close as we were growing up, i still love her to death. i think back to the times when we were little kids and sometimes i wish i could take back all the mean things that i did and said to her. i was a horrible big sister. i remember one time my little friends and i were playing and my little sister wanted to join in our play time. i didn't want her around so i chased her. i threw sticks and rocks at her. i was a really mean sister. i just think of those things when i think about her and i get so teary thinking about how bad i treated her. so now, whenever i see her, i usually buy her things or give her money, i always feel so guilty when i see her. in a way, buying her things and giving her money makes me feel better inside......and to let her know that i really care and love her. i wonder, am i the only one that was this mean to their siblings?

anyway, i'm home. they are supposed to do some kind of maintenance inspection here. so far, i've had 3 maintenance inspections within a year. what in the world is going on? it's funny, i've lived at several different apartment complexes and they never do this much maintenance inspections. it should only be once every year. i'm getting sick and tired of them entering my apartment while i'm not here. so today, instead of working my usual 12 hours, i decided to leave early so i can be here to watch them do the maintenance inspection. they did the other two when i wasn't here, and i really don't feel comfortable with them entering my apartment when i'm not here.