i called my dad today. i usually call my dad every sunday to see how the family is doing back at home. i wish i could just put my stressful life aside and spend two weeks back at home in fort defiance, arizona. i miss it so much. everytime i go home i always gaze into the sky at night to see the stars. they seem so bright back where i live and it never fails, i always see a falling star. i also wish i could just forget about everything out here and move back to the reservation where i grew up, but at the same time i know deep down that there isn't really any job opportunities out there unless you work for the tribe, hospital, school or have a relative who can hook you up with a job, which by the way, SUCKS!

i'm not going to school tomorrow. i took two major tests today. it was about the nervous system. i really didn't enjoy learning about the nervous system. now, i dream about neurons, ganglions, neuroglias, axons, cell bodies etc. that's just a little too much information for my pewny brain. information overload. especially, since i have to deal with this crap at work too. the other day we got a big project in and so far, we have not even put a dent into it. this project is a headache and the bad part about it is that we have too much of this stuff. i noticed that the girls didn't do much with it today, but i know i did more than any one else. i know i'm good. i can be such a show off sometimes.

the boss is here too. he hasn't said a word to me, that asshole. i don't have the guts to ask him for our review either. i just hate having a conversation with him. the girls that i work with despise him too. we basically, try and avoid any contact with him. a long time ago he was once such a nice, caring person, but something happened to him. he probably woke up one day and said i'll be an asshole to my employees from now on since i'm such a bad ass and i'm such a young owner of this prosperous company. please santa send me a new boss soon.