my goodness! it's so humid outside. i can't stand it sometimes. i feel like i can't breathe. when i first moved to phoenix i was sick most of the time because i couldn't get used to the climate change and especially the heat. now i just deal with it, even though it can be so uncomfortable at times. i wonder how people who jog in the heat can even stand it. most of the people that i observe jogging in the heat are men. they jog shirtless and you can see them glistening in the sun. rawr...

we're thinking of leaving town this weekend. probably going to drive down to kayenta and spend our weekend out there. i really need to get out of this place. driving to the reservation can be so comforting and especially a big stress relief. being back on the rez takes away all my worries. it's therapy for me. i can clear my mind and have some fun at the same time. the only thing i'm not to fond of right now is that brian's brother-in-law asked us to bring some alcohol down. i don't want to purchase alcohol and haul it all the way down to the rez. that's silly. i feel like i'm in highschool again trying to ask older people to make a run. those were some crazy days, but his request did bring back some of those retarded memories of when i was younger and such a stupid girl.