one more day of torture.....i wish today was friday. i haven't had a good nights rest for the past 2 days because of brian and his projects. he still has not put away all the stuff in the bedroom. for the past 2 days i've been coming home with stuff piled on the bed so i can't just throw off my clothes and flop on the bed like i usually do. i have to wait for him to clear away every thing and by the time i finally go to sleep its around 10:30pm or 11pm. yuck, i hate feeling this way. i feel like i'm buzz from alcohol, even though i haven't touched that stuff since the last time we ate at red lobster. its a weird feeling its like i'm in a daze....

last week i entered this health and wealth raffle. its a raffle that supports physicians of st. joseph's hospital and barrow neurological institute so they can do research on diseases of the brain and the spinal cord. i'm crazy for entering it because a raffle ticket costs $100 bucks. anyway, i did it. they were advertising it over the radio and even on the local news channels here in phoenix. there is a 1 in 20 chance in winning, 7,700 prizes being awarded, only 150,000 entries accepted, and all prizes are worth over $100 dollars. i didn't believe it at first when i was hearing it on the radio, but when i heard it announced on fox channel 10 here in phoenix i felt that the drawing was legit. i spent $100 dollars on a raffle ticket, you never know i might be living in one of those grand dream homes in goodyear. wish me luck!